i have since stopped writting a "journel"...its too much to recall, or maybe im lazy, but i feel like I have better things to do. i am trying to enjoy my time here, but there is so much that is so much. but i realized i feel better after my thai boxing class, and i even stayed after an extra 2 hours kicking and punching the bags, the teacher also stays after and helped me out one on one...so after sweating vigoursly for 4 hours i was able to sleep more comfortablely. anyway, you should try it. i am going to kancanaburi for a few days, there is a national park there and also some ancient ruins, so talk to you all soon.

The battle for illusion
brings back days past
they wear armor made from memories
and yet I can't attack